10.05.2008

WHOO..... SO this is how it went

MONDAY
The calm before the storm. Nothing really to report, I had a BIO test but i think i killed it. Should have know that things were going to pop off... and pop they did!!!!

TUESDAY
So i have my Bio lab at 8 am....yes 8 AM!!!! But i realized the night before that I needed my lab coat but I locked it in my lab draw in the Chem building because I had Orgo lab the day before. I wasn't too stressed about it, i just figured it would work itsself out. That was clearly not the case
7:15 made it to the Chem building to try to get in and get my lab coat
7:16 door is locked but then I realized that I remember once my friend had on a lab coat that she borrowed from the TA. I said that is just what I will do
7:25 I get to the lab and I tell my TA about my small problem. He looks at me and laughs and says well you need a lab coat, do you have any other friends taking lab. I mean I do but the thing is they were all in the same lab as me!!!!
7:35 I am back at the Chem building and im a little desperate.. cause i cant miss lab and i have things to turn in!!!
7:40 After harassing many people i finally got it YAY!!!!
That's done

Wednesday
I had a full load of classes and it was stressful because test and midterms are coming up and i need to be on my grind so i can get that highly ELUSIVE 4.0 GPA.
So im sitting in math class... and this teacher really does not get any respect from the class and I mean this calss is BIG!!! So this is a hum because people are talking and the volume is rising and she turms and says to the class... "Hey guys can you calm down it is getting a little loud in here"
Then some guy says " Maybe we will be quiet when you start to teach"
OUCH that was a burn. You could tell that her feeling were hurt and she might have wanted to cry but she held it together. The rest of the class the air was filled with tension..... Wierd

Thursday
The week is almost over but the drama is just beginning. Another math story. Every week we have a quiz in math class and this week we had to turn in some graphs that went along with the homework. I forgot about these but i didnt stress it. We walk into the class and our TA is not there, this is strange because she is usually here before we are. Ten minutes into the class...... A new TA walks in homie has no shoes on... socks are dirty and he looks real scrappy. He was a little funny but i just could not help but stare at his feet. i dont even want to think what happen to his shoes......

Friday
Praise!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My week is over nothing exciting here im just happy i can breathe... but oh no not true yet

Saturday
Went to church.... Metro.. nothing spectacular but before divine service sabbath school disscussion was definitely interesting. So what is the one thing that is on most adventist and most girls minds at this age....realationships. Now how to work relationships in the the church.....just too much. Basically what they said that if a girl dates a boy you have one shot at making it work because our world is way to interconnected to double dip!!!!!!!!!! If it's one girl per boy in a church it might as well be one girl per boy per freakin conference!!!!!
Oh well chruch is over.....
The girls and I decide to go to Georgetown (We actually went this time and there was no cute babies with killer pipes yelling this time...HAHAHA) We wanted to go the movies and we saw Eagle Eye But before that we walked around. We went to a not so normal store, Urbanoutfitters and other places. So we met this dude. Ole boy said that he had no one else to hang out with and if he could chill with us cause he as seeing the same movie.....SKETCHY
It was wierd so eventually my friend had to let him go... Watched the movie and got back to campus at like 3 feel asleep at 4.Work up at 10 and started homework... boy what a week!!!

A lot more but had to get this out the way.................................. You know you want to say something so leave a comment!

9.29.2008

NOT a good week..........

Pray for me.....
AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

9.23.2008

I Really Miss This....



So on one of my many study breaks I end up on goggle. You know you never know what you are going to find when you type things in. I don't even know how I get on this because I orginally was looking to buy a really nice pea coat. I end up finding these pictures and they took me back to the days.....
Eating candy before we dance
Long car rides to Georgia
Dancing for a nos so hot praise team at a not so hot choir fest
Not wanting to take out the leotard and skirt because it was comfortable... and a whole host of other things
I really miss Angelic Steps and I wish I could get back some of those memories

SHOES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



So pretty...... number 2 is definitely my favorite. Which one is yours?

How do you know?

So it seems that i may be going through a minor life criss. so this is the deal i know that after all this schooling that i want to be a doctor...an emergency room doctor at some fabulous hospital and saves life. But, the in between, the undergrad not so sure anymore. I am seriously thinking about changing my major. I had these thoughts before but i did not realy look in to it but now i feel like this is not me anymore. i mean i could major is something completely ou there like english (dont worry it wont happen i dont like writing papers) stay on the pre-med track, and still go to college . To get in to med school the main thing that they look at are the MCAT scores. If you have a good one you are pretty much good to go. This is the only standardized portion of the admissions process and it is an equal playing field that everyone is judged on. I mean these changes are not set in stone but i am DEFINTIELY seriously thinking about it. Who know i may be able to graduate early!!!

So can you hear me????

OK... i admit it... i have a problem....ummm here goes

My name is Cyre Spencer and I have a problem communicating.

See it's not all my fault. I have a lot of classes, a lot of things that I need to get done, things that I need to get on top on and I am trying to get more involved and build up my resume so that i can do what i want in life. Its hard to keep up when things are not there or when you see people everyday. I am working on it, i mean i am better at text messages that actual talking on the phone. I mean i dont really like talking on the phone to begin with so its really not hard for me not to check or answer my phone for days. I never listen to my voicemails and sometimes i forget to call back when i am supposed to. I mean the not even my own mother can get in touch with me sometimes. It's just tje story of my life. i cant promise it woud get better but it seems to be working for now so hey......thats a plan.

9.17.2008

Just in Time

This seems to be the right week for prayer and fasting. Maybe the LORD was telling me this and I just decided to listen. This makes me happy because part of the reason that I decided this was so that I can listen to his voice, and hear him when he talks to me. I did this to learn to trust him and to follow where he leads me without question. For everything that someone tries to do for the LORD it seems like the devil is right on his heels waiting for that moment to pounce so he cane make you give up on the LORD. The thing is that the LORD has never failed me, or anyone that I know, who has trusted in him yet. While doing my first devotion of my prayer and fasting week i read in Jonah 3:7

"When my soul fainted with me,
I remembered the LORD;
And my prayer went up to You,
Into Your holy temple"

This verse is something that I know true. Whatever scrape I get myself in to the LORD is always right there to pull me out. So I said all of this to say that I will glorify the LORD at all time even when things don't seem to be going right.

Now unto him who is able to do exceedngly,
abundantly above all that we ask or think
according to the power that is within us

9.16.2008

So.......






























you know how i like those fabulous sites?........ The ones that certain people think are sketchy and they tell all the fabulous gossip and may me seem like a stalker... well i don't care i found this picture of Tyra and she looks fabulous!!!!! I love her hair, her dress, her smile, her swagger.... I love her her!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

9.13.2008

Prayer and A LOT of Fasting!

This week I plan to take the time to focus and get my mind right. It time to fast. It may not necessarily have to be food but bad habits and things like that. I am hoping that by the end of the week things would be a little clearer and I would feel a more free and more willing to put my trust in God.

Im What you Need.......Right??

Sometimes it seems like people dont notice you. It seems like they only remember that you exsist when there is nothing else for them to do or if they are on thier last straw. Why cant you be first? The one that they think of when they just want to......be. You end up being that g to buddy the one that they know would always be thier. Be somtimes I wonder what would happen if you deceided that you had enough and you need to seperate yourself.

Is it possible for people, friends, something more than friends to need a break from each other? Is it always the right thing to do to spwak your mind? What if you end p destroying something that you thought would be around forever, something or someone that you have come to count it?

I really dont have the answers to these questions but I would LOVE to know. If you love something you are supposed to let it go..right and when it comes back that it's back to stay. I wonder who said that and if it's true because right now it seems like it's gone for good.

Go Figure...


So my favorite class this semester might not what people would think. It's not biology, not chem not even math. In fact it is not science related at all......Care to guess, nevermind you probably would not get it. The answer is drum roll please... LINGUISTICS!!!

I know I little out of character for me.. but its interesting and I guess part of the reason that I like is that it has absolutely nothing to do with anything for my major. It s a nice safe class that I can definitely pull an" A" in. And it doesnt hurt that the TA actually has a scence of humor.....

9.10.2008

QUOTES



So the semester just started and there are ALREADY many many great quotes....
The great ones thus far
"I cant dance and Im black...that's a problem!"
"Wow.... my shoe remembers my toe!"
"Sustainabilty" (Not as funny but it seems like you cant get around it anymore)
"That's why its called cover girl.... it covers up the man in you"
"Im GANGSTA enough to be GANGSTER"
"Extra smedium..."
"On the book crumbled my cookie"


The people that uttered these now famous words shall remain anonymous.. but deep down on the inside they know who they are

9.07.2008

IM MAD...

These past couple days have been real intense!!
First of all I did cardio boxing on Thursday... still hurting from that. My legs my arms when i walk. It just plain hurts.
Classes already suck!! Homework up to my eyes... but that the story of my life
I wonder why things never go in my direction... I want to be apart of things too
Im really angry and sad at the same time about Chariot!!
That is my jam and now the first time that is oficially recorded im not going to be a part of it. I cannot even begin to day how much I love this song and now Im not gong to be able to sing it..........You know what im not mad anymore IM SAD

9.03.2008

ANTM!!!!


So fall TV is finally coming back and the fun starts with America/s Next Top Model!!


This season looks like it could be a little sketchy not just because Tyra has grey contacts and silver lipstick on..... one of these things is just not like the other.




The good news is that I already have favorites... The bad news I already have favorites. This is good and bad because if my favorites are sent home then tend to not pay attention anymore. This season I will try not to be open minded but hey sometimes I just cant help it!!!


Cant wait to see what juciy and exciting photoshoots and fights that will happen.......


Muah ha ha ha.(evil laugh!!)

9.02.2008

Hmmm..

Why the hell is finding a job so hard???!!!
Im fabulous..smart..organized and all the other stuff that they need right?
Then why is it draining all my energy??!!!??!

8.30.2008

EXCITED!!!!!

So I moved in and I finally settled in. And in true "me" style it would be complete without a few drama filled moments. Nothing serious or life threatening but something that has just enough UMPH to piss me off......
1) Saw someone who I completely cannot stand to share the same breathing space with
2) Dropped my phone ina bucket of water (dont ask still a touchy subject)
3) Got reminded that I still had to buy a crapload of books that i truthfully never cared for in the first place.
and last but not least... Well maybe I shouldnt share this one.

But on the bright side since today is the Sabbath I went to chruch and got a few choice words that I can hide in my heart to keep me going during the school year. My favortie is that God answers pray and when I pray I should stay on knees long enough to hear the answer. This one really struck me because I just ask and ask and dont really wait on the answer....so my plan is to wait..
Later
XOXOXO