So can you hear me????

OK... i admit it... i have a problem....ummm here goes

My name is Cyre Spencer and I have a problem communicating.

See it's not all my fault. I have a lot of classes, a lot of things that I need to get done, things that I need to get on top on and I am trying to get more involved and build up my resume so that i can do what i want in life. Its hard to keep up when things are not there or when you see people everyday. I am working on it, i mean i am better at text messages that actual talking on the phone. I mean i dont really like talking on the phone to begin with so its really not hard for me not to check or answer my phone for days. I never listen to my voicemails and sometimes i forget to call back when i am supposed to. I mean the not even my own mother can get in touch with me sometimes. It's just tje story of my life. i cant promise it woud get better but it seems to be working for now so hey......thats a plan.

Just in Time

This seems to be the right week for prayer and fasting. Maybe the LORD was telling me this and I just decided to listen. This makes me happy because part of the reason that I decided this was so that I can listen to his voice, and hear him when he talks to me. I did this to learn to trust him and to follow where he leads me without question. For everything that someone tries to do for the LORD it seems like the devil is right on his heels waiting for that moment to pounce so he cane make you give up on the LORD. The thing is that the LORD has never failed me, or anyone that I know, who has trusted in him yet. While doing my first devotion of my prayer and fasting week i read in Jonah 3:7

"When my soul fainted with me,
I remembered the LORD;
And my prayer went up to You,
Into Your holy temple"

This verse is something that I know true. Whatever scrape I get myself in to the LORD is always right there to pull me out. So I said all of this to say that I will glorify the LORD at all time even when things don't seem to be going right.

Now unto him who is able to do exceedngly,
abundantly above all that we ask or think
according to the power that is within us

So.......

you know how i like those fabulous sites?........ The ones that certain people think are sketchy and they tell all the fabulous gossip and may me seem like a stalker... well i don't care i found this picture of Tyra and she looks fabulous!!!!! I love her hair, her dress, her smile, her swagger.... I love her her!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Prayer and A LOT of Fasting!

This week I plan to take the time to focus and get my mind right. It time to fast. It may not necessarily have to be food but bad habits and things like that. I am hoping that by the end of the week things would be a little clearer and I would feel a more free and more willing to put my trust in God.

Im What you Need.......Right??

Sometimes it seems like people dont notice you. It seems like they only remember that you exsist when there is nothing else for them to do or if they are on thier last straw. Why cant you be first? The one that they think of when they just want to......be. You end up being that g to buddy the one that they know would always be thier. Be somtimes I wonder what would happen if you deceided that you had enough and you need to seperate yourself.

Is it possible for people, friends, something more than friends to need a break from each other? Is it always the right thing to do to spwak your mind? What if you end p destroying something that you thought would be around forever, something or someone that you have come to count it?

I really dont have the answers to these questions but I would LOVE to know. If you love something you are supposed to let it go..right and when it comes back that it's back to stay. I wonder who said that and if it's true because right now it seems like it's gone for good.