NOT a good week..........

Pray for me.....
AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I Really Miss This....

So on one of my many study breaks I end up on goggle. You know you never know what you are going to find when you type things in. I don't even know how I get on this because I orginally was looking to buy a really nice pea coat. I end up finding these pictures and they took me back to the days.....
Eating candy before we dance
Long car rides to Georgia
Dancing for a nos so hot praise team at a not so hot choir fest
Not wanting to take out the leotard and skirt because it was comfortable... and a whole host of other things
I really miss Angelic Steps and I wish I could get back some of those memories

SHOES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So pretty...... number 2 is definitely my favorite. Which one is yours?

How do you know?

So it seems that i may be going through a minor life criss. so this is the deal i know that after all this schooling that i want to be a doctor...an emergency room doctor at some fabulous hospital and saves life. But, the in between, the undergrad not so sure anymore. I am seriously thinking about changing my major. I had these thoughts before but i did not realy look in to it but now i feel like this is not me anymore. i mean i could major is something completely ou there like english (dont worry it wont happen i dont like writing papers) stay on the pre-med track, and still go to college . To get in to med school the main thing that they look at are the MCAT scores. If you have a good one you are pretty much good to go. This is the only standardized portion of the admissions process and it is an equal playing field that everyone is judged on. I mean these changes are not set in stone but i am DEFINTIELY seriously thinking about it. Who know i may be able to graduate early!!!

So can you hear me????

OK... i admit it... i have a problem....ummm here goes

My name is Cyre Spencer and I have a problem communicating.

See it's not all my fault. I have a lot of classes, a lot of things that I need to get done, things that I need to get on top on and I am trying to get more involved and build up my resume so that i can do what i want in life. Its hard to keep up when things are not there or when you see people everyday. I am working on it, i mean i am better at text messages that actual talking on the phone. I mean i dont really like talking on the phone to begin with so its really not hard for me not to check or answer my phone for days. I never listen to my voicemails and sometimes i forget to call back when i am supposed to. I mean the not even my own mother can get in touch with me sometimes. It's just tje story of my life. i cant promise it woud get better but it seems to be working for now so hey......thats a plan.