9.29.2008

NOT a good week..........

Pray for me.....
AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

9.23.2008

I Really Miss This....



So on one of my many study breaks I end up on goggle. You know you never know what you are going to find when you type things in. I don't even know how I get on this because I orginally was looking to buy a really nice pea coat. I end up finding these pictures and they took me back to the days.....
Eating candy before we dance
Long car rides to Georgia
Dancing for a nos so hot praise team at a not so hot choir fest
Not wanting to take out the leotard and skirt because it was comfortable... and a whole host of other things
I really miss Angelic Steps and I wish I could get back some of those memories

SHOES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



So pretty...... number 2 is definitely my favorite. Which one is yours?

How do you know?

So it seems that i may be going through a minor life criss. so this is the deal i know that after all this schooling that i want to be a doctor...an emergency room doctor at some fabulous hospital and saves life. But, the in between, the undergrad not so sure anymore. I am seriously thinking about changing my major. I had these thoughts before but i did not realy look in to it but now i feel like this is not me anymore. i mean i could major is something completely ou there like english (dont worry it wont happen i dont like writing papers) stay on the pre-med track, and still go to college . To get in to med school the main thing that they look at are the MCAT scores. If you have a good one you are pretty much good to go. This is the only standardized portion of the admissions process and it is an equal playing field that everyone is judged on. I mean these changes are not set in stone but i am DEFINTIELY seriously thinking about it. Who know i may be able to graduate early!!!

So can you hear me????

OK... i admit it... i have a problem....ummm here goes

My name is Cyre Spencer and I have a problem communicating.

See it's not all my fault. I have a lot of classes, a lot of things that I need to get done, things that I need to get on top on and I am trying to get more involved and build up my resume so that i can do what i want in life. Its hard to keep up when things are not there or when you see people everyday. I am working on it, i mean i am better at text messages that actual talking on the phone. I mean i dont really like talking on the phone to begin with so its really not hard for me not to check or answer my phone for days. I never listen to my voicemails and sometimes i forget to call back when i am supposed to. I mean the not even my own mother can get in touch with me sometimes. It's just tje story of my life. i cant promise it woud get better but it seems to be working for now so hey......thats a plan.

9.17.2008

Just in Time

This seems to be the right week for prayer and fasting. Maybe the LORD was telling me this and I just decided to listen. This makes me happy because part of the reason that I decided this was so that I can listen to his voice, and hear him when he talks to me. I did this to learn to trust him and to follow where he leads me without question. For everything that someone tries to do for the LORD it seems like the devil is right on his heels waiting for that moment to pounce so he cane make you give up on the LORD. The thing is that the LORD has never failed me, or anyone that I know, who has trusted in him yet. While doing my first devotion of my prayer and fasting week i read in Jonah 3:7

"When my soul fainted with me,
I remembered the LORD;
And my prayer went up to You,
Into Your holy temple"

This verse is something that I know true. Whatever scrape I get myself in to the LORD is always right there to pull me out. So I said all of this to say that I will glorify the LORD at all time even when things don't seem to be going right.

Now unto him who is able to do exceedngly,
abundantly above all that we ask or think
according to the power that is within us

9.16.2008

So.......






























you know how i like those fabulous sites?........ The ones that certain people think are sketchy and they tell all the fabulous gossip and may me seem like a stalker... well i don't care i found this picture of Tyra and she looks fabulous!!!!! I love her hair, her dress, her smile, her swagger.... I love her her!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

9.13.2008

Prayer and A LOT of Fasting!

This week I plan to take the time to focus and get my mind right. It time to fast. It may not necessarily have to be food but bad habits and things like that. I am hoping that by the end of the week things would be a little clearer and I would feel a more free and more willing to put my trust in God.

Im What you Need.......Right??

Sometimes it seems like people dont notice you. It seems like they only remember that you exsist when there is nothing else for them to do or if they are on thier last straw. Why cant you be first? The one that they think of when they just want to......be. You end up being that g to buddy the one that they know would always be thier. Be somtimes I wonder what would happen if you deceided that you had enough and you need to seperate yourself.

Is it possible for people, friends, something more than friends to need a break from each other? Is it always the right thing to do to spwak your mind? What if you end p destroying something that you thought would be around forever, something or someone that you have come to count it?

I really dont have the answers to these questions but I would LOVE to know. If you love something you are supposed to let it go..right and when it comes back that it's back to stay. I wonder who said that and if it's true because right now it seems like it's gone for good.

Go Figure...


So my favorite class this semester might not what people would think. It's not biology, not chem not even math. In fact it is not science related at all......Care to guess, nevermind you probably would not get it. The answer is drum roll please... LINGUISTICS!!!

I know I little out of character for me.. but its interesting and I guess part of the reason that I like is that it has absolutely nothing to do with anything for my major. It s a nice safe class that I can definitely pull an" A" in. And it doesnt hurt that the TA actually has a scence of humor.....

9.10.2008

QUOTES



So the semester just started and there are ALREADY many many great quotes....
The great ones thus far
"I cant dance and Im black...that's a problem!"
"Wow.... my shoe remembers my toe!"
"Sustainabilty" (Not as funny but it seems like you cant get around it anymore)
"That's why its called cover girl.... it covers up the man in you"
"Im GANGSTA enough to be GANGSTER"
"Extra smedium..."
"On the book crumbled my cookie"


The people that uttered these now famous words shall remain anonymous.. but deep down on the inside they know who they are

9.07.2008

IM MAD...

These past couple days have been real intense!!
First of all I did cardio boxing on Thursday... still hurting from that. My legs my arms when i walk. It just plain hurts.
Classes already suck!! Homework up to my eyes... but that the story of my life
I wonder why things never go in my direction... I want to be apart of things too
Im really angry and sad at the same time about Chariot!!
That is my jam and now the first time that is oficially recorded im not going to be a part of it. I cannot even begin to day how much I love this song and now Im not gong to be able to sing it..........You know what im not mad anymore IM SAD

9.03.2008

ANTM!!!!


So fall TV is finally coming back and the fun starts with America/s Next Top Model!!


This season looks like it could be a little sketchy not just because Tyra has grey contacts and silver lipstick on..... one of these things is just not like the other.




The good news is that I already have favorites... The bad news I already have favorites. This is good and bad because if my favorites are sent home then tend to not pay attention anymore. This season I will try not to be open minded but hey sometimes I just cant help it!!!


Cant wait to see what juciy and exciting photoshoots and fights that will happen.......


Muah ha ha ha.(evil laugh!!)

9.02.2008

Hmmm..

Why the hell is finding a job so hard???!!!
Im fabulous..smart..organized and all the other stuff that they need right?
Then why is it draining all my energy??!!!??!